Whats On My Mind:
I feel like a walking dead man...
So "Energyless" and tired...
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I sat in front of my computer, with all my strength I began to think and feel.
I closed my eyes, and began to follow with the melody.
I listen to it again and again and again and again.
To my horror, I wasn't able to put into pen any words to describe the feeling from the playing melody.
I felt frustrated,
"What has happened to me?! Why cant I write anything!?"
Doubt began to cloud my senses, I could not understand why,
My mind was white blank, I literally felt that I was choking when I lay myself on my bed, every breath I take it felt heavy.
Suddenly rhyming and 'poetic' writing seems so alien to me.
Maybe because I am just mentally and physically tired?
Maybe its just not the right time?
Or maybe I'm just blunt and this season of time...?
I wan to be able to write good lyrics again... I believe I will once more, even better and greater then before.
But when? When will I regain my inspiration again...
Dear God, empower me to write again!
2 comments:
hey, long time didn't check ur blog.. hehehe
btw, i thnk ur inspiration ll come when u feel that u re in a good mood. When u push ur mind n ur body to do it, i thnk u ll make it worst.. so, jst relax... jst bring a small note book come along to u.. so, anytime u feel comfortable to write, u can write...
all d best..
writer... ^^
^_^
Aya
ur unbeloved sir adrian here...u need 2 regain some arts!
Watch a theatre / play or even a musical...it can be expensive...but it works!
My personal recommendation.
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