Old Fear

Oh my goodness, I cant believe my 7-8 months of slacking is coming to an end tomorrow.

Crap, its only 11 hours more!

I should be standing on the beach watching the sunset, placing one foot on a rock, wind blowing my hair, gazing onto a sky as a 747 air plane flew pass, acting sad yet strong.


Stupid Hollywood..

Guess I just have to sit here and blog about how I feel.

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Even though I looked forward to tomorrow, but I just don't seem to have the semangat..

Something doesn't feel right..

I sense fear in myself..


Its the same feeling I felt on the day I entered SMK Bukit Bandarraya, year 2005, form 4.

Not knowing what to expect or who will I meet.

Maybe its because I know no one there, or maybe I am scared of meeting certain types of people..


Don't get me wrong, I DO wan to meet new people, at the same time, its the the right kinda of people I wan to meet.

It scares me sometimes knowing that all human are different, whether for the better or worst.

Some might be able to harm, annoy, rape, even back stab us, but there are who appreciate, care and are nice.


Year 2005 was a year of fruitfulness, my friend network explodes tremendously and I gain much experience mixing with various groups of people.


I hope my college days would be as fun as my school days, or even better.

Cant wait to meet new people. =D

Lets see how tomorrow turns out to be like.

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm off to the beach watching the sunset, placing one foot on a rock, wind blowing my hair, gazing onto a sky as a 747 air plane flew pass, acting sad yet strong.


Wish me all they best. =)